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Tsunami...Bad....New Year Eve Celebration Cancel....not bad(yeah!! no clubbing for those clubbers!!)

0 comments | Thursday, December 30, 2004

1 day till 2004 wrap all his stuff and leave for good....
yeah,it's been a hell lot of event happening,some shit bad and some shit good...
dunno where to celebrate new year eve since PM said no to new year celebration due
to tsunami catastrophe..... although i'm not planning to celebrate but it was nice to cancel the celebration to give respect to those who lost their family members and their loves one.....my condolence to all

posted by hellmy

at 12/30/2004 05:40:00 PM Permalink

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Archery Pulmonary!

0 comments | Tuesday, December 21, 2004

::i've been addicted listening to Alexisonfire-Pulmonary Archery...it makes me wanna scream more and more:::

Let`s go! It`s never too late to be early or to try and maintain some scrap of integrity and certainty...I guess. (my fingers are blistered and bleeding there`s no longer discomfort you brought me) But I wont apologize and 1977 was a long time ago. I don`t care I don`t care how things were I wont apologize. Fuck you. the Alamo has been penetrated and there is little hope for the white man so hop on your rainbow and ride it (my fingers are blistered and bleeding there`s no longer discomfort you brought me) into oblivion. For all I care you can be early or late, what ever.

alexisonfire!

posted by hellmy

at 12/21/2004 04:53:00 PM Permalink

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Hellmy the tank!!

0 comments | Saturday, December 18, 2004

I survived rock the world!!!

today was a blast...although at first i got a lil problem that makes all my plan gone wrong
and some of it did end up very good and yet not very nice
the good news:
i got to go to ROCK THE WORLD V! and ME, ALAN,PEZAL,NAZA and KECIK have a FUCKING ENJOY TIME....and i also kick someone ass in the crowd!!
I WENT TO BACK STAGE AND FRONT STAGE TO ENJOY CROMOK PERFORM!!!
never in my life i've been crazy and get retarded like this before..
owh i can't wait for the next rock the world or anything that similliar wit it!!
i love being a tanker for my friend...being a tanker wit pezal was a blast....no it was not blast...IT SUPER BLAST!!! hahahhaha
i got to meet my old buddy there...
the bad news:
Didie wasn't there wit me...
got tired like playing 7 futsal match..
the rewards:
have a lot of fun...
tired....ass been kicked
have to run to catch the last train...
assg tak buat lagi...
but who CARES!!

posted by hellmy

at 12/18/2004 01:26:00 PM Permalink

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ah...those sweet memory....

0 comments | Wednesday, December 15, 2004

man...i miss the day when i'm at incubus concert...i still can remember what happen back then...it was amazing....it was totally mesmerizing...when listening back those mp3's i can still remember how we jump and sing along those words wit brandon....

when they played Wish you were here....i really stood still and suddenly i'm thinking about my late friend, apis....i wish you were here...

although it's been like 8 month ago...still like that event happen yesterday...


I dig my toes into the sand
The ocean looks like
A thousand diamonds strewn
Across a blue blanket
I lean against the wind
Pretend I am weightless
And in this moment
I am happy happy
I wish you were here
I wish you were here
I wish you were here
I wish you were here
I lay my head onto the sand
The sky resembles
A backlit canopyWith holes punched in it
I'm counting UFOs
I signal them with my lighter
And in this moment
I am happy happy
I wish you were here
I wish you were here
I wish you were here
I wish you were here
The world's a rollercoaster
And I am not strapped in
Maybe I should hold with care
My hands are busy in the air
Saying
I wish you were here
I wish you were here
I wish you were here
I wish you were here

posted by hellmy

at 12/15/2004 01:15:00 AM Permalink

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i've been robbed...how nice....

0 comments | Tuesday, December 14, 2004

yesterday,i was robbed...how nice....but i really "tabik" this pencuri...coz he got a kind heart leave me rm 15.00....maybe he/she(could it be a girl? the only women or girl is the indonesian cleaner) kesian becoz nanti i didn't eat anything and will become kurus...(dem...amik la semua skali bodoh!)

i was very very tired.......i dunno why since last sunday...i couldn't stop yawning...and yawning...and even fall asleep at class.....why arr??

final is getting closer, rock the world this satuday, wan birthday this friday,mom birthday next weekk....new year just around the corner....arghh too many things to concern about....

i need a hug...




posted by hellmy

at 12/14/2004 01:19:00 PM Permalink

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Sunday....i taught this is saturday

0 comments | Monday, December 13, 2004


posted by hellmy

at 12/13/2004 01:15:00 AM Permalink

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...pizza hut...i'll be waiting...

0 comments | Sunday, December 12, 2004

woke up late today...because it's SATURDAY!!! yeay...

doin nuthin at all..and then didie call....asking me to do some favour....helping out to do her assignment and other stuff...well,it's been for 2 and half month i last seen her...maybe becoz both of us a busyy...(yeah,like i'm busy enough....)

later that night...we went for a wonderful trip to ALAMENDAP!!....bought some sushi and ice-cream....and FAMOUS AMOS!!! lepak at dataran a while chit chatting and catch up wat we left up...



posted by hellmy

at 12/12/2004 01:13:00 AM Permalink

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let us all be a good citizen....

0 comments | Thursday, December 09, 2004

due to our failed attempt to make kad pengenalan.....the journey of this faithful young lads me,alan and sinkoi and joined by a new "insaf" citizen of malaysia....we bust a move to putrajaya to create our own...MYKAD...(sunggoh poyo nyer!!!!!)

our journey start wit our hero, ME...woke up late than the other fellowship....despite that incident...the journey still go on...and for me...i end up being the one who take all the blame...:((

(weh, at least kita dapat buat ic tau tak!!)
after battling our boredness...we finally finish making our i.c....and then the hero's shall have to rest for 2 months till the card of "pengenalan" will be siap!

lepak alamendap after that........makan famous amos lagi...

and then balik hostel...

tertido sat....

menyebabkan....sembahyang jumaat ditinggalkan tanpa sengaja...

tonite....maybe goin' to erni house for hari raya open house...(although hari raya is almost finish...but people like to make open house at the end of syawal....trend la kononyer..)

dah...malas nak merapu....chiow


posted by hellmy

at 12/09/2004 11:33:00 PM Permalink

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Playground is such a heaven place...

0 comments | Wednesday, December 08, 2004


yeay yeah...it's been a long time since i visit the playground...and cyberjaya has the best playgound ever!!! huhuh.....nuthin much happen today...quiz,went to jpm to make I.C end up wit abis no.giliran...nuthin to do then....went to alamanda la...lepak lepak..usya usya...snapping picture..bla bla bla...




posted by hellmy

at 12/08/2004 11:04:00 PM Permalink

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.....futsal: a great sport play be evil player

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Midterm was wonderfull...i had two blank question left without answer....... :D

. me and my friends HAVE BEEN PUnk'd BY THE TWO IDIOTS(singh and the soon-will-be-come-indian,rodek).....

another night of futsal....a moody futsal...a raining day futsal.....a very aggresive futsal....everyone playing like they want to kill somebody...of course me too...i want to "kill" someone in that field also...but...end up playing as a defender...(i always be the defender..*sigh*...).

later that night...have a conference wit the moron's...babbling nothing at all....suka sangat kaco aku..sampai aku emo...



posted by hellmy

at 12/08/2004 09:35:00 PM Permalink

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maybe...

0 comments | Tuesday, December 07, 2004

sometimes bila aku rasa macam diri ni takder guna jer...mana taknyer bila kita rasa we didn't live the way like we should....tak semestinya semua yg kita rasa kita nak tu dapat....but aku rasa aku "BOLEH" buat bende tu jadi....but it's up to me then to make the first move...itu jer yg aku perlu buat....maybe should stop typing crap and start working on wat i want!!

for god sake...change la u dumb F*ck!!!!





for me....
i aint' got
  • what i want,
  • what i need,
  • what i love,
  • what i adore,
  • what i cherish,
  • what i hope,
  • what i dream,

someday sooner or later....i will change for heaven sake.....


posted by hellmy

at 12/07/2004 10:39:00 AM Permalink

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i despise my life...

0 comments | Monday, December 06, 2004

maybe someday...i will look back in my life...thinking...do i live my life like i should?

If there's a light leave it on
If there's a way
Some how thin airs taken your place
Get over
Nights coming on
Its getting lateI hear my heart starting to break
And I'll wait for you
Faith is just a promise
I will wait for you
With places that are hauntedI'll be there
I walked for miles on and on
Searching in vain
A voice in the dark
Calling your name
I jumped walls of fire rising up
Stood in the way
Tempered my soul walking through flames
And I'll wait for you
Faith is just a promise
I will make for youIn places that are haunted
I'll wait for you
Faith is just a promise
I will make for you
In places that are haunted
I'll be there
I wanted to believe (I wanted to believe)
In more than I could see (in more that I could see)
Each breath I take (each breath I take)
A leap of faith
Waiting to come down

posted by hellmy

at 12/06/2004 04:55:00 PM Permalink

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